Due to my current mental and physical states, I will be renewing my site again, to expire in 2019.

My outward behavioral psychosis….has simply moved inward.  I do not feel safe, at all!

This is no way to live. It is the hand I have been dealt.

The only thing I pray for is for God to remove the verbiage I so refer Manfred Kammerer to as….


I am NO ANGEL. I spend every ounce of energy I have fighting to be a better person than I was the day before and especially when I was younger. Thank God I have remorse. I am crazy but, Im far from stupid. Most intelligent people have issues with empathy, compassion and remorse…unless they tend to gain from it.  It is sick for anyone to think they are above caretaking for those they have destroyed.

Manfred, you won’t even acknowledge it….what you have done!  How’d that work out for Cosby and Weinstein???????

I have severe mental challenges. My Therapist and I recently revealed that I have the maturity level and the decision making capacity of a 5-11 year old adolescent. Looks like Manfred Kammerer gets to add Child Molester to his resume after all! You take your victims as you find them, MANFRED! You saw me as stupid, not someone who has survived things most people cannot. Enjoy the wreckage, BITCH!

I have no right to judge anyone. Unfortunately, Im not there yet. If Manfred Kammerer was hit by a fucking bus tomorrow, I wouldn’t sleep any better that night.  I would throw a mental BLOCK PARTY for those who will never have to suffer one ounce of what was forced on me as one of his many CONQUESTS! I would have preferred to have been hit head on by a mack truck while crossing the street. Dancing on his grave isn’t even conceivable. He would simply  barter with the devil to get one last look up my skirt! 

I hope you choke on a turkey leg today,Manfred. Poor turkey…having to spend Thanksgiving in the same room with you!

7/25/14; updated 12/15/14

On 7/23/14, I climbed on top of a fence covered walkway/bridge. The walkway is at the intersection of Wilkinson and Cumberland, in Smyrna, GA, before the Paces Ferry Rd exit on 285West.  To the best of my recollection, there were 4-5 cops cars blocking off the highway. I had my car magnets hanging from the top of the bridge. Later, I was told that I shut down traffic for 50 miles. I did not film it because, I thought my phone would be confiscated.

The pictures below  were taken on 7/25/14. One magnet  was still hanging and the other has flipped onto the top of the bridge. They are simply proof that what I am stating is true. The second picture is the actual car magnets that I used. I have called the police repeatedly. I am concerned that they may fall and cause a fatality. I asked to remove them, before I crawled down from the bridge. (They were removed the following Monday.)

This was not a suicide attempt. This was a protest against Manfred Kammerer and DeKalb County. I am not every rape victim but, this is what it has done to me.




I was arrested, for the first time in my life. I have no regrets. I will do whatever is necessary to see that my story is heard. My intentions are not to hurt myself or anyone else. I’m trying to prevent the abuse of possible, future victims. I am not Manfred Kammerers first victim. I would like to be his last.

I was raped and my life was threatened by my former employer. I do not feel safe. Emotionally, I feel incapable of moving forward.

The media will cover the latest Celebrity news. It will even cover a man running naked in the streets. It will not, however, accept what rape is doing to society. They were concerned that this was a suicide attempt and do not wish to encourage copy cat behavior. I understand that. What I don’t understand…anyone who would choose to do anything so drastic….is obviously crying out for help. I would have NEVER climbed up there, had I not been raped!

Why does it take death to get people’s attention? It seems to me that prevention would make more sense. There is so much more to tell. Right now, I’m just trying to focus on getting rid of this cancer. I didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. In my mind, society has told me…yet again….that rape doesn’t matter!

Further comments will continue at the end of my site, beginning with post #757.

7/23/14- this was posted the morning of my bridgework; I alsio posted 13 videos. They have been placed on hold, for the time being.

I couldn’t help but save this post number..#666….for the spawn of Satan, himself, Manfred Kammerer! I hope he rots in Hell for what he has done to me…and every other one  of his  victims!

My name is Engrid Lirette. Welcome to my Hell…..the Hell that I have been living in, for over seven years…..due to my being Sexually Harassed, Raped, Mentally Abused, Threatened, Bullied and Cyber Bullied…..courtesy of Manfred Kammerer. He is my former employer and the owner of Classic Collision body shops in Atlanta, GA and surrounding cities. These events took place from late October 2006- 4/21/13. As you can see, this nightmare is far from over, for me. Today is the day that I take my life back!

I have crippling back pain, severe depression, PTSD and TMJ….as well as, I bathe with undergarments on, live in seclusion and was accepted for Disability…the first time around! Thanks to Manfred Kammerer, I spend every day wondering when I will be murdered.

Some people learn about themselves and try to become better people…

Some people learn about themselves and use what they have to manipulate and destroy….everything and everyone they can get their hands on…


I had not mentioned this earlier….


There is a double edged sword in this whole thing….

and how it turned out…

How did a woman (me) climb on top of a bridge…

stop traffic for fifty miles, get arrested!?!?!?

In the end…

she received no fines, charges, commmunity service…


Is it for the same reasons that Manfred Kammerer got away with raping me????

You be the judge..

I am totally blown away by all of this…

I am trying to see the forrest for the trees..

but, I wont see much…

until the dust settles!!!