Classic Collision Atlanta #589

Posted on 01. Dec, 2014 by in Classic Collision Atlanta

2/6/14

It will be 10 years for me, this year. I look back on it now. Stopping was the easy part. Yes, Manfred…you wont be able to tell people that I’m on drugs. My behavior is from being raped, by you… jackass!

Take what I have been through in my lifetime…add Rape, Abuse, Crippling Back Pain, Death Threat, Cyber Bullying, PTSD and TMJ…

How am I supposed to behave? I woke up again…at 2a.m., this morning…wired for sound, jaws clinched, severe back pain, heart beating in my ears, anxiety from —-…all I could think about is this crap…the crap that landed me here….and how in the —- am I supposed to move forward!!!

Then, you pray…and pray…and pray that you will be able to go back to sleep. Sometimes it works. Sometimes…you have to just wake up and go on with your day…and try to live as normal an existence, as possible…

Three weeks of therapy this week. Yeah, we’re really making progress!

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