Classic Collision Atlanta #662

Posted on 19. Sep, 2014 by in Classic Collision Atlanta

4/22/14

I was talking to my Therapist about ANGER and RAGE. I was wondering what phase of healing I was in…

There are all sorts of theories…all sorts of recovery programs…

At some point, you wake up…and you have been in a frightening phase for a while…wondering when it is going to end…

At least….you are able to acknowledge….that maybe…just, maybe…you are beginning to heal?????

It was mentioned that we are always cycling through all of the phases….all of the time, when recovering…

I just wish the ANGER and RAGE would hit the road…

Only because I am taking most of it out on myself! If I don’t totally destroy myself, physically…everyday…I feel like I’m going to break, e

I don’t believe in physical violence….so, that’s great but, scary! You have to get this crap out. I’d love to get Manfred in a boxing ring and beat the living tar out of him….for myself and everyone he’s ever hurt. Lucky for him, blood and guts aren’t my thing! Say what you want, say what you will…until you are in my shoes…you have no right to judge what I am feeling…

I think that Manfred Kammerer should be held responsible for everything that he has done to me. Than again, could my kicking his ass put a dent in what God will do to him!!! Probably. People like Manfred are more concerned about what society sees. Getting your ass kicked by a girl would be pretty humiliating. Then again, the prisons I’ve live in….due to my actions…were far worse than any public humiliation that I could wish on Manfred.

Anger is second on this list. This list only has five items. Here’s to hoping that I’m on step two….

http://psychcentral.com/lib/the-5-stages-of-loss-and-grief/000617

 

 

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