Classic Collision Atlanta #694

Posted on 19. Aug, 2014 by in Classic Collision Atlanta

5/22/14

The first time I’ve slept until 3a.m., in forever! I’ve been jumping out of my skin, for months!

I noted…days ago…that I’d finally slept until 2a.m….for the first time in weeks…

Its interesting. If I’d said these things and I wasn’t in recovery…I’d look like a liar!

Sleep deprivation…for days….can seem like weeks….weeks can seem like months…and months can seem like years..

Its like the days go by…weeks go by…months go by…and years go by…yet, you’re in a bubble…a bubble that is like a hamster wheel…that hamster wheel rolls all over the place…and everything is constantly changing….yet, its always the same…and handling this SSSF is difficult…considering you’re spending all of your time trying to regain your balance…because, there is no consistency in where, when and why….the ball will go where it goes, next!!!!

If this were a vacation…..this might seem exciting.

This is like the aftermath of war….

 

 

 

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