Classic Collision Atlanta Better or Worse #223

Posted on 15. Nov, 2015 by in Classic Collision Atlanta

1/23/13

I began the day with Joyce Meyer’s Facing Fear and Finding Freedom…and ended it with something telling me that I had better write my post.
There is so much separation now…its like you don’t even exist! Yes…freedom is on its way…and I am in the process of moving on…maybe its the fact that I am so used to living in fear…that I don’t know how to live without it.

Just like I was so used to be abused….that I didn’t understand what was going on half of the time…and when I would begin to think I had you figured out…you started in with the brainwashing, again!

Lets face it…God has blessed me with WAY too many men these days….although it is very strange.

Isn’t it awful. Women are constantly accepting these sorry excuses for men….because, we have become conditioned to think that Jack Asses are acceptable.

I could continue to be angry….that is something I am working on as I write. I could be grateful that this will soon be a thing of my past!

I will chip away at every brick…until every brick has been destroyed and hauled off…the bricks that built the prison that I have been in….the prison that Manfred was all too happy to see me in…after all, as long as I was cut off from the world…I might see him as salvation…and I would never leave him…

Gross! Talk about sick! If that is the only way that you can get someone to pay attention to you…to abuse them to the extent that they feel that they do not deserve any better…YIKES!

I need to pray more for the ability to forgive you…and less that I never have to see your disgusting face again…that is what is keeping me from being free, once and for all!

I do not think that I have the right to judge others….Unfortunately, that is easier said than done….especially when rape is involved!

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