7/1/14

I get it! I totally get it!

Even though my insides are crumbling, faster than ever..

The highs are higher and the lows are lower…

That is because I can function normally, when necessary…

But I cannot put on a charade, for any length of time..

Interactions are brief and few..

When my time comes…

I will be able to handle this in whatever manner God finds necessary..

when Manfred’s bullies were bullying me…

When the police treated me as if I were bothering them..

I was so stressed out that I could barely complete a sentence…

Now, upon reading about certain mental illnesses and disabilities..

it makes sense that trauma further exacerbates certain conditions…

and increased disserted verbal conjugation, came with that package..