Classic Collision Atlanta #1029

Posted on 20. Sep, 2013 by in Classic Collision Atlanta

4/29/15

I have been sober for 10.5 years now…

Last year I would acknowledge my wrong doings first…

then brought attention to poor behavior directed towards me…

Now, that I am a victim again…

all I seem to be able to do is blame the others….

Thats because..

As long as I blame others….

I will remain angry….

and it will take me that much longer to heal…..

Who is that going to hurt!!!!!

ME!!!!!

If I accept my part…

I can move on faster…

hopefully learn from that experience….

and pray that I will never make the same mistake again!!!

Experience doesn’t make you wiser…

Its what you do with the wisdom!!!!

Why is it easier to be abused, again….

after you’ve been abused all of your life…

Thats life!

Well, its shorter lived now…

I go out of my way not to mistreat others…

I apologize for my part if I am wrong….

and, especially if it isnt my fault….

even if the other person will never talk to me again….

and….

I am trying to behave the way I should have behaved all along!

That is the best that I can do…

and its a heck of a lot better than where I was 10.5 years ago!

Why wait!??!

Who in their right mind would want to end up like me?????

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