7/27/15

How is it so easy….

to remain angry with someone else…

for such a lengthy period of time…

without reflecting on  similar pain….

that we have inflicted on others?

I know why…

When the initial disaster occurs…

I quickly come to the realization…

that I too had inflicted this pain on so many others….

Each time I went back…

usually by manipulation…

expecting different behavior…

I became resentful and angry….

I have been abused by males that I have know ….

for five minutes…

and five years…

I’d like to think that a person has something better to do…

than to manipulate a person’s thoughts for five years….

Not everyone has hobbies….

Then again..

maybe this is one of their hobbies….

Scary!