11/18/15  

It’s amazing how so many people say that I’ve changed…

yet my trauma is buried and comes back at me…..

with a vengeance…

every opportunity it gets….

Medication destroys the —- out of my body…..

but it seems to be the only thing….

that keeps me from having complete meltdowns everyday….

Sad thing is….

the highs are just as high….

the lows are just as low…

In the interim I’m numb!!!!

The medication is  causing excessive damage…

Damned if you do?!?!

Damned if you don’t?!?!