Classic Collision Atlanta #704

Posted on 09. Aug, 2014 by in Classic Collision Atlanta

 

6/1/14

3/3/14 was one of the most difficult days that I have seen in a longtime. I felt like I was going to explode. Yet, I couldn’t even cry. Screaming and yelling seemed to do the trick but, nothing like a good old fashioned ass whipping would suffice. Do you know how difficult it is to experience this level of anger and rage…and not believe in physical violence!!!! Do you know how difficult it is to not be able to release the anger and rage…because you have physical limitations!!!! Yes, I have been on a hamster wheel…many times in my life.

Unfortunately, this wheel feels like it has turned into a ball. The wheels…you can get off of them. The balls….there’s no escaping them!

Don’t forget, Manfred Kammerer, I’m a survivor. I can allow this to kill me or I can put an end to it, myself…something you don’t have the courage to do…

Had you left me alone, when I said no…none of this would be happening….

Even I can dream…and as always…thanks to what you did to me….the crippling back pain, PTSD and TMJ don’t allow that to last very long either.

Laugh while you can. My Hell will be over, one day…

Yours Hell, will NEVER end!

 

 

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