7/11/14

I get really upset when people try to talk to me, now…

Yes, I behave as is I’m better..

I’m not crying all of the time .

Or walking around behaving as if Im going to have a nervous breakdown..

at any given moment..

That is because I’m totally numb..

I remember seeing a friend the other day..

That friend told me that I looked good and seemed to be doing well.

Within an hour, I’d almost burst into tears, six times..

That is because no one was around..

God forbid that I have a normal thought, around anyone, anymore!

Pardon me…

A thought that is normal to me!