Classic Collision Atlanta Picketing Continued #10

Posted on 03. May, 2017 by in Classic Collision Atlanta

written 5/28/12a.m.

Picketing was extremely tough. It was the toughest thing I have ever done in my life. I had a choice of self destructing, or confronting the man so callously stole five years of my life. It still seemed weird. Why was this incident different from other incidents where I had been wronged by other men? I had never picketed against anyone else who had hurt me.

I can only say that this is similar to things I see on Snapped, a series that premiers on Oxygen. I’ve been through some serious —- in my life. There is no reason I should be alive today but, I am. It would be like surviving several deadly car accidents. A person who has been through eight car accidents cannot withstand things that a person who has had no physical injuries in their lifetime.  I could not, cannot afford to expose myself to anything/anyone that has no use for me other than what they can get out of me. How much abuse can one withstand, when they have already survived 17 years of various types of torture?

I was picketing because, what happened between Manfred Kammerer and I was not consensual. I was at a pointy in my life where everything was shiny and new.  Although I had survived a living HELL, God gave me the opportunity to begin again. I was ready to share myself with someone who genuinely cared about me and was concerned about my well being. I had been given a gift of a new life with the ability not to repeat  my past mistakes. That can be beautiful.

A woman who is ready to fall in love with a man who cared for her would not have signed up to be with a man who made her skin crawl…a man who coerced her into sexual relations, in fear of losing her job…a man who would continually tell her whatever he thought she wanted to hear, to get whatever he wanted from her…a man who was spoiled rotten by this woman(that is the type of woman she is)yet wouldn’t buy this female a gift card from a grocery store when she had fallen on tough economic times…a man who threatened her life when she realized she’d rather be dead than exist in her current state of mind, and was about to expose him for the monster he really is. Do the math. It does not add up. People who have lost everything in their lives, time and time again, are all too often victims of predators such as Mr. Kammerer.

I did not sign up to be RAPED, stripped of five years of my life and to have my life threatened by a man who can’t keep it in his pants. This is his fault. Does anyone else find it disgusting that a 67 year old man…married 40+years give or take…is still behaving like this!?!? It made me violently ill…therefore, I picketed.

The worst thing of all is, I hurt a lot of people who were good to me in all of this. For that I apologize. Manfred F—ed me ROYALLY and now all of you have been caught in the crossfire.   Please understand…it is not in my nature to hurt people. I was pushed to the brink of insanity and I SNAPPED. What I did was not outlandish. Trust me; it took more courage than I thought God could ever grant a Human Being of my size.

I picketed in various areas of town. It was interesting to see the type of responses I received.

To those of you who showed me support, I thank you all. I wasn’t just doing this for me. I was doing this for every woman who had been exposed to the same behavior I had been exposed to….especially those who may have been victims of Manfred Kammerer. To the handful of you who were not so supportive…unfortunately, you will one day experience something this horrific…how will you feel when someone treats you the way you treated me?

God put his hand on me in 2004. Since that time it has been confirmed, KARMA is a bitch. Oh, the lessons I have learned. Hopefully, we will all right our wrongs…learn from what we have done to others…and in return, give back by becoming better people.

To people like Manfred Kammerer, who in my opinion will never learn…KARMA IS A BITCH NAMED ENGRID. The worst thing that can happen to me is…an employer who is conducting herself/himself in a disorderly manner may not want to hire me. I would say that I just dodged another bullet…Whew! If that means I don’t have to see the likes of another, such as you….Yipee!

4 Responses to “Classic Collision Atlanta Picketing Continued #10”

  1. Exposed

    18. Aug, 2012

    They are not videos they are screen caps from a conversation where you did in fact specify that you where never raped. Turn your html on and you will see it.

    Your specific words where “the man never did force me against my will. The heartless asshole refused to help me with my medical bills, or loan me money. I needed those things.”

    Lets brush up on the definition of rape.
    Rape: forcing another person to have sexual intercourse

    So seeing as you where never actually forced to do anything(your words not mine) you where never actually raped. Which makes you no not a rape victim but a disgruntled gold digger who never got paid for her services.

  2. Exposed

    10. Aug, 2012